I became an addict, I lose all my salary

It began with 25okay profit, then I misplaced all I gained, and now i'm win -41685 usd… and that i cant cease, at present i misplaced 100 usd, in final week i misplaced 700 usd… I lose every little thing I earn, I dont buy clothes or eat out, as quickly as i get salary i'm going to futures and lose all cash. When i enter brief - market is rising, when i enter long, market is crushing. I perceive this isn't for me, how am i able to stop? Any communities where individuals sympthize each other and share they unsuccesful tales to get over this and stop buying and selling?